Something unpredictable

Is this what you are trying to get me into?
a match…a battle…
that can’t guarantee me any assurance.
that constantly confusing…
and can make me capitulate…and loose hope.
Why must I be the target of this game?
All I ask for…
is something that is simple.
something that is worship.
I am not a statuette…
I can breath…I can move.
I have feelings!
When will my effort ever be valued?