a rhetorical thinking....

topic....nothing actually....just something that i am writing at the top of my head.....and so....here.....goes.....nothing.......

we live in a very free world.....free to do most things that come our way.........but....life isn't without its own rules that we must bend and contort in order to stay alive and well.....but...what if.....all of our efforts to bed and contort......are....is......was.....am in vain......sucks ain't it......but what can we do bout it......should we only hope??....should we change something in our lives to live freely........how exactly should we do it???.....

there has always been ways in order to live our own lives....regardless of people around us......we have to make our own choices......and we must always accept the consequences that may come.....but....the question that arises.......is.....are we ready???.....to accept the call.....the call of nature if you must......our primal instinct....to survive whatever wave after wave of problems and solution........

we can see from the situation this world is currently facing....massacres.....wars....famine....plague....economy crisis......how are we to cope with all that and still be able to live a happy life??....should we just let all this things slide away.....push them into a corner and just let it be???.....and just continue living with our own lives like it was nothing.....but in fact....we are the people of the world......the world is a place where we are living in......and whatever that is happening right now....is something that we have to keep in our attention.....

look....i know i am not in the greatest of position to be talking like this.....but......we still have to try.....right??......i mean....we can pray.....we can do all those spiritual things and remain hopeful.....am i right??

Something special

Sometimes…without we really notice it, we had never appreciate for what we had ever have. Even how much hard we have tried to achieve it…and love it deep inside, we had never realize how important it is to us...until…one day, when we have realize that it is slipping…faraway from us…, even how much effort that we have tried to hold it tight in our bare hand!…to keep it save forever with us…, its gone.
It is just hopeless, useless…useless! ‘cause once its gone, we only can dream for the luck of making it ours again. Because it belongs to someone else right now…someone that can keep it, appreciate and love it…better than we did. And…they also promised a guarantee to keep it save…with them, forever…

Experience

Stuff that we try to elude in this life is…
a feeling of disappointment.
a feeling of rejection.
a feeling of being hurt.
But, how much hard we have try to avoid these dreadful circumstances…
it still hunt us.
A stalker that eternally cannot be evaded.
However…Sometimes, someday…somehow…
we have to deal with it.
and attempt to accept it in life.
cause’ without it we will never learn to be a better person.
Cause’ without it we will never learn the true meaning of life.

A confession

Confession…
Do we need to?
What will happen if we don’t?
Yea, it is such a hard decision that have to be made.
But, we should realize that…
somehow…we have to bear the consequences.
erm, it might be good or bad…
but, it wont make you regret…really.
cause’ at least you have the gut to make it work…
So, try to have faith…stay positive and belief.
cause’ anything is possible.

Something unpredictable

Is this what you are trying to get me into?
a match…a battle…
that can’t guarantee me any assurance.
that constantly confusing…
and can make me capitulate…and loose hope.
Why must I be the target of this game?
All I ask for…
is something that is simple.
something that is worship.
I am not a statuette…
I can breath…I can move.
I have feelings!
When will my effort ever be valued?

The one

The one…
common words in our life…
but yet, we are still searching for it.
Is it just around us?
beside us?
Only he knows the answer for these questions…
all we have to do is try to have faith and wait for the one…
but, without the one…can we ever find the happiness in life?

friend?

Why we always trying to impress others?
Are we demanding to make other people…
to like us?
to love us?
Even sometimes in the end,
we going to bear the grief of our sensitivity…
we still disregard the consequences…
for the sake of people entitled friends, lovers!
But, in return they merely judge us…
erroneously for our consciousness.
Is being too loving…
make other people sick of us?
Is being too caring…
make other people don‘t appreciate us?
Instead of receiving a simple smile and hug…
all we get is hatred.

Be tough!

Sum people say…first love is hard to forget…erm,…SUX!! maybe we going to face few hard situation when we trying to get over our love one. Yea, we going to suffer from eye sore, jatuh tergolek and stuff…but, just stand up straight again! Don’t give up!! and be tough!! because sometimes they just don’t realize that we are just too good to be their soul mate right?? haha. Plus, don’t ever find the right guys ’cause no one is perfect! but, try to get into the right relationship…’cause the right relationship last forever and can guarantee us happiness in life~~

Amendment

As a citizen of an independent country…we might enjoy the freedom.
But, as an individual,
as we grow older day by day…
and grow up to be matured enough…
to realize and be conscious about our surroundings.
do we actually ever going to get the chance to feel that?
The feeling of sovereignty.
Yes, yes experience…
that we gain,
that we observe in life…
sometimes make us scare to accept the current changes in life…
make us frighten to vary stuff from it used to.
We should realize…
that certain alteration is compulsory in life.
that some variations can be good.
Cause’ sometime, changes…
are necessary for people around us.
Be optimistic not pessimistic.
and try to have faith in yourself and be confident.